the sushi restaurant

met a man at the sushi restaurant, in 2 parts

part 1

so what I'm saying is, while in the past people had access, continuous access, to religious experience, whenever they felt like it they could just have a religious experience, now that door has been shut in our face, our face is smarting from it, our face is in constant pain, it's not that the door has been, past tense, slammed in our face but rather we live, continuously, in this particular moment, of the door to heaven being shut, in our face, that's our life, we try to survive erotically, we try to use erotic experience as a substitute for religious experience, without realising that there is no substitute for religious experience, what we should be doing is an infinite act of mass continuous grieving, we should be running around weeping in the streets, collectively, weeping on each other, we should be able to just stop someone in the street, anyone, if we feel like it, and cry all over them, for as long as we want, but instead we're all fucking in bedrooms, which is the oppo…